It should be your go-to crystal when you want to gain more understanding, growth, or acceptance. Tangerine Quartz is an excellent crystal to use when working with issues of the inner self. Large deposits of Tangerine Quartz can be found in Brazil and Madagascar. This rust then bonds to the surface of Clear Quartzes, giving the Tangerine Quartz its distinct orange color. Hematite is an ironstone that rusts in water. This is where they are formed when the mineral Hematite combines with water. Most of the Tangerine Quartz crystals are found in Minas Gerais, Brazil. Tangerine Quartz gets its name from its color, which ranges from red to orange. Its color comes from the inclusions or encrustations of iron oxide. Honey's mentioned before that true confidence is attractive and so despite his intense anxiousness about the new relationship, Tang tries to retain his individuality for Honey (a new concept for him) so she actually has a *person* to be attracted to instead of an identity sponge and so he doesn't have to go back to being lonely and desperate for validation.Tangerine Quartz is a silicon dioxide mineral of the Quartz family. The opinions of others mattered less to him because he realized her opinion of him mattered much more, and then figured out other people really don't tend to care too much about the everyday life of one random person, so he tends to not change or twist his personality and opinions to match others as much. Now both more confident and simultaneously more fragile because of his attraction to her and desire to truly impress her, at least his fragility was pretty much only extended to her. :tangerine: Through meeting Honey, he became even more polarized. :tangerine: Fun fact: his gemstone is intended to be on the skin above where his appendix is, to reference the idea that his obsession with social norms and validation and acceptance isn't helping him and could very well one day burst and seriously hurt, even kill him. Tang shows a sort of social binge-purge tendency where he soaks up and positively adores affection and attention, but purges it all in self-hatred and tears and regret in private. He goes over the top to flirt and show off a confident exterior as if he's absolutely unbreakable and he's fueled by the satisfaction, attention, and affection of others and it's driven him to make bad decisions and wreck relationships in the process. ![]() ![]() :tangerine: Anyone with even the slightest bit of sympathy and understanding towards him is one he begins to cling to from a distance and attempts to impress in any way he can - usually through dramatization. Tang so easily becomes wrapped up in the opinions of others that peer pressure has immediate effect on him and drives him to do things he disagrees with such as, in one instance, trying to steal away another man's (Antarcticite's) girlfriend. :tangerine: He'd hate it and feel the pain of it and even cry in private because he knew there was nothing to his hollow, rotten core, as he was only a rigged mirror that showed exactly what others wanted. In his mind, he was worth nothing if he couldn't be everything. He became erratically attached to the expectations of those around him and the evolution of his self-image and would try his best to please everyone around him even if it meant there was nothing left of him in return. ![]() :tangerine: Of course, Demon twisted this into an overthinker - a highly intelligent man obsessed with the opinions of others and with social expectations, in part because too much intelligence and thought processing in a lowly foot soldier led to him way overthinking about even the smallest of tasks and interactions. ![]() :tangerine: Tangerine Quartz was made for Yellow Diamond - her one-time devil's contract with Demon's Fire was for a subservient, nonrebellious soldier that did everything perfectly and to the best of their ability, trying to anticipate tasks before they're even asked for and being the perfect servant with high intelligence and thinking and reasoning capabilities.
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